At times, I questioned my sanity after talking to girls. Some would suddenly freak out and flee when talking to me, though there were some that were able to calm their nerves for more than a few minutes. Some people-watching helped me figure out the problem.
Fight or flight is the most essential survival mechanism. Even the most primitive beings have it, including women. They trepidate and run away when faced with what feels to them like danger.
But, women will never tell a man what kind of danger he poses, or if they do, the story sounds thoroughly fake. That's why there's the power of logical inference.
Logical inference draws upon the set of known data to fill in the blanks, as it were. For example, at one time I slept in a top-floor room. At night, I heard scratching and nibbling above me; in the morning, I found tiny droppings near my bed. The logical inference was that there were mice in the attic above the ceiling. When I set up glue traps in the room, I ended up catching 4 mice.
Even though I never saw the mice, and I couldn't be 100% certain they were there, all the data pointed towards it and further testing proved me right. Logical inference isn't bulletproof, but it is sturdy enough to form the basis for further research.
So, my goal was to gather data on women and infer why they were fleeing from me. I discovered that, for women, the loss of social standing and especially being embarrassed in public is tantamount to a death sentence. I had a feeling they were fleeing because they were fearing something, but couldn't figure out what.
This is not something men think about or concern themselves with until they are in a relationship with a straight woman, but a separate category of death for a woman is the loss of standing with other women. A woman will invest extraordinary efforts to keep her social standing with other woman, and that's how she gains relevance and respect in her social circle. A woman might pretend to be something she isn't, such as an entrepreneur, a mom, a hottie, a boss babe, or whatever is trendy, just to impress the women she's friends with. That explains makeup, fashion accessories, college degrees, all the excessive beauty treatments, jewelry, shoes, and so on.
With the advent of puberty, straight women become obsessed with men, and that's all they talk about, think about, and dream about, and they will likely find a mutually fulfilling relationship with a man. But, a small subset of women for whatever reason never gets to that stage and starts doubting herself or is perhaps convinced by others that she is a failure of a woman and can only land another woman. So, she turns lesbian and realizes she is an outcast and now has to pretend she's straight.
The most baffling thing a woman will say to a man, who might not even be interested in her, is, "I have a boyfriend." Why women say this has been an indecipherable mystery for men, but now I think there's a plausible explanation: she's preemptively answering the one question she dreads hearing the most, "Are you a lesbian?" That question would completely expose all her insecurities, all her trauma, and all her self-doubt, and so she avoids it altogether.
If other women knew she was a lesbian, they would treat her like damaged goods and she would lose social standing with them, and so to save her public standing and her relationships with other women, she uses the only thing she can, which is the "I have a boyfriend" excuse. When you hear that without any prompting, you're likely dealing with a closet lesbian who is in fear of being outed.
What I also discovered is that women who are leaning towards lesbian relationships can hide themselves behind fake, superficial relationships with men, whom they will hurt and mistreat, sometimes even raising kids with them, only to put them through the same fate. Depending on their hormonal makeup, a lesbian can be either a flaming bull dyke with masculine temperament or a pond fairy with with feminine submissiveness, and the two can get entangled.
A man who's stupid enough to get involved with one such woman will feel inadequate, pathetic, retarded and emasculated. If they marry, she will deny him sex shortly after giving birth to an obligatory child because she can't stand the thought of being penetrated by a penis. Bed death will herald the inevitable "irreconcilable differences" divorce, after which the man will be obliged to hand over the child and a sizable portion of his income to finance the wifey, and she will be able to live her perfect lesbian life, having used a man just to inseminate her and provide her with resources.
This closet lesbian behavior also explains the "she's not into you" fat girl that cockblocks the man who tries to approach her friend. The two girls are in a lesbian relationship, and the fat girl is the bull dyke protecting her pond fairy hostage under the guise of helping her friend. These relationships can be and often are extremely violent.